Family is really hard dudes. Especially in laws. All they want to talk about is the family member they lost, that YOU lost. I mean don’t get me wrong, I get it. What else are you supposed to talk about?

If anyone has any advice, please reach out. I would love some input. I’ve gotten to the point where if we aren’t going somewhere in public, I’m avoiding spending time with them. That makes me sound like a bitch probably, but helping my grief is talking about my late husband in a positive, unprompted way. I can’t sit around and continue to cry about him. It’s not good for my mental health and I know it’s not what he would want.

I may have rambled and repeated myself, but sometimes the more I say it, the easier it is to cope with

…until next time